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Fake a smile even if you feel the excruciating pain you feel inside. Conceal it, that's what you live for. In this world so rotten, so unbearable with people you can't trust easily.You think people can't fathom who you really are and what you feel. You've learned that you should not feel too much or it will hit so hard; so hard that you need to hide it away with a bright smile. Wear the mask and you feel glad that no one will suffer from the melancholy you have deep in your heart blanketed in ice that can only be thawed with great understanding. And the warmth of care that you wanted to feel for  a long time, longing for a hug that will warm your soul from the coldness of the bitter world you are living in.